shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Alice :: Daisies)
On the Importance of Magical Girl Heroines & Weaponized Femininity

Bolding is all mine, nomnomnom.

The Magical Girl genre is essentially a genre which explores the female Heroine’s arc, the female coming of age story, and the womanhood narrative with varying degrees of success or failure — but it gets explored. I’d be hard pressed to name a whole lot of series that allow women to play every single archetypal role in the heroic book the way say, Sailor Moon does. Because Usagi Tsukino is a regular girl who is sort of clumsy and a bit of a bad student, but kind and loving and sweet. She is the “regular young girl” who begins a journey into becoming a powerful woman. She might initially play at being the virginal Princess type, but let’s face it — her future child drops out of the sky, and there’s never any sort of real play at insinuating she’s a bad person because she grows up. Usagi is a Warrior, a Queen, a Mother, a Lover, a Friend, a Sister - the Heroine of the story. She saves her own boyfriend/consort’s ass regularly from the bad guys. Essentially, she’s the hero, and the story is about her.

It’s more complex than that, of course. Her weapons are pink and shiny and come in the form of compacts and wands with heart and moon shapes. She wears a sailor fuku, she’s got long flowing hair, she’s feminine, beautiful, and when she doesn’t trip first, she’s going to kick your ass in the name of the moon (and love and justice). Being a girl is her weapon. Being feminine and a woman is her weapon. Some of the other Scouts have other presentations of themselves and their genders, but that’s just it - womanhood and girlhood, and gender, and sexuality, and so on — has a spectrum. It’s all there.


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Kyubey isn’t the devil. Kyubey is the society we live in, which takes up and preys on young girls at vulnerable times in their lives, and asks them to be perfect. Society asks girls to fight against evil, the icky, awful, and impure, and it keeps asking until we say yes. Yes to being beautiful, and perfect, and good, and pure, and sweet, yes to being a nice young lady, yes to fighting everything that is bad and evil and dangerous - to fighting the things that threaten us and our friends.

Except there’s a catch. We’re fighting ourselves. What they don’t tell you, society, or Kyubey in this metaphor, is that there is no way to prevent yourself from becoming what you started out fighting. You lose, in this scenario, every time. At some point, a young, “emotionally volatile” girl grows up and becomes a woman. One day, you hit puberty, or maybe you haven’t yet, and someone leers at you, or looks at you wrong, or calls after you and you are suddenly made aware of the fact that being a woman is dangerous. Growing up means something incredibly different for girls than it does boys.


And this part has PMMM spoilers. YES. THANK YOU. This is how I see Sayaka. )

You become a witch or a bitch the day you fight back. And even if you don’t fight back, you’re going to become a witch or a bitch eventually. That’s the unfortunate truth of growing up female — sooner or later, society will betray you. And while you might not become Walpurgisnacht, it can be as simple as a hiss in your ear, or a seething message in your inbox. You’re an emotionally out of control girl, you’re evil, you’re bad, you’re a slut, a whore, or a bitch, or hysterical, or over reacting. You become a woman in a society that hates women. And if and when you react, you get tossed straight into the bin of evil terrible things.

Sorry for copy-pasting so much. This is just my way to convince you to read the entire essay. :P So go go go!
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Homura :: When She Smiles)




New Headcanon: The Judge from "OFF" is a Sphynx cat, and Zacharie gives him weekly baths. :3

I want OFF icons, nom.

shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Togekiss :: Waiting to Eat You)
After leaving "OFF" alone for a while, I decided to go ahead and finish it before I got spoiled to the endings. And here are my thoughts!

The switch is now on OFF. )

I definitely recommend this game! I can't believe it came out in 2008-2009... with the way everyone talks about it now, I thought it was recently made. I had a thoroughly enjoyable experience. :)



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shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Morty/Eusine :: Closer)
I'm not sure what to think of Neil Gaiman's writing. I like most of his stuff, sure, but I feel like the Internet overhyped him in a way. I like his ideas a lot, but sometimes, his style doesn't really click with me, and I don't know why. That said, I just finished reading Smoke & Mirrors, a collection of short stories. Let's check it out! :D

Oh yeah, and there's spoilers. Lots of them. )


Favorites Overall: Reading the Entrails: A Rondel, Chivalry, The White Road, Queen of Knives, Changes, Virus, Bay Wolf, We Can Get Them For You Wholesale, The Sweeper of Dreams, Babycakes, Murder Mysteries, and Snow, Glass, Apples.



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shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Twilight/Trixie :: There There)
God, depression sucks. While it's not the "I feel sad for no reason" stage, the "I can't feel excited or interested in anything" stage is just arrrrrghdsgkjsghl. I feel bored by everything I like, I don't feel nearly as passionate about the things I adore, and it feels like everything is a bunch of dull muted colors instead of the bright rainbows they once were. Hell, you can show me friggin' Niagara Falls and I'd probably say, "Oh, looks pretty cool, I guess." Or more realistically, I'd look at it in wonder and feel a little happier for a while, but I wouldn't be able to appreciate the sheer awesome of it. That's one of the reasons why I want to go back to New Mexico and Colorado and visit Taos Pueblo again because even while surrounded by these incredible sights, it was fogged by how... "dead" I felt, if that makes any sense.

I just can't find anything to talk about, so I apologize if I haven't been on AIM or Skype or LJ/DW enough. I just don't want to bore anyone with the same old news, you know. I'm hardly finding energy to do much either, so it's... ugh. I don't know whether my medication isn't strong enough or if my home situation is being stressful as usual. I'll have to talk to my psychologist about it. Dad and I were also discussing me going back to university, and we visited UT at Corpus Christi today. We talked to a few people, including about my disability ("autism spectrum"), and I'm just nervous as hell. My brain feels scrambled and I don't know where to begin on things. Going back to school could be the first step to a better life and may be good for me, but I'm scared of it blowing up in my face and being a repeat of my years at UT Austin. ghsdkghdkdkdhfd

I'm finding it too hard to think right now. I need to lie down and calm down, maybe read something.

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shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Limbo :: Where Are You?)
You know what's fun? Disturbing dreams about pedophiles. Ugh. Let's talk about Mad Father instead.

Spoilers for the entire game. )

tl;dr, Ib was better. Shame, 'cause I wanted to like this game. :/

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shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Meulin :: Fangirling)
Okay, now that I've taken a few deep breaths, let's play a game inspired by Maureen Dowd's twitter, 'cause it's awesome.

Instructions: Take a favorite book or imagine your favorite video game/movie/webcomic/etc. was a book. If its original creator was a guy, genderflip him and give his book a stereotypically girly cover. If a female creator, genderflip her and give her book a badass/decent cover that accurately shows what her book is about.

Here's a few examples I made to get you started. :) )
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Rarity :: Wangst)
A man and a woman can write books about the same subject matter, at the same level of quality, and that woman is simple more likely to get the soft-sell cover with the warm glow and the feeling of smooth jazz blowing off of it.

Dear god, it's so true. Imagine if it was a Britney Easton Ellis who wrote American Psycho or a Charlotte Pahlaniuk who wrote Fight Club. American Psycho would have a pink cover with a giggling smilie-face, while Fight Club would look like an enormous shopping ad with a pink bar of soap, complete with brand name and fluffy bubbles. Look at some other gender-flipped books and be amazed.

This article breaks my fucking heart. (TW: rape, slut-shaming, and obvious sexism)

You're a war photographer, and you get stuck with a title like "Shutterbabe." How fucking lovely.

You know, independent publishing is starting to look more appealing by the minute. The last thing I want for my Lovecraftian horror novel inspired by Eversion is to have some kinda "tee hee!" cover of a "sexy" chick posing in the middle of a sunflower field while being ogled by werewolves or something. (Which don't even appear in the novel)

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shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Kyouko :: Whoa!)
So far, I've listened to the demos of the Raggedy Ann musical, and save for several eye-rolling moments, it wasn't as traumatizing as I was expecting. Mainly because it was just the songs and didn't have as much dialogue from the show itself. But then we get to the Broadway soundtrack, which is basically a live recording of one of the five performances before the show was canned. Now the creepy is hitting you on the head like a sledgehammer. I had to stop for a break after three songs (not counting the Overture) to comprehend what I just heard.

Now, the Mp3s are of low quality, and either way, it's very hard for me to pick up lyrics. I need liner's notes, I need lyrics sites, 'cause no matter how great my hearing is, there's some singers that I can't understand no matter how hard I've tried. And this musical is such an obscure failure that Google brings me nothing. But here's what I've been able to make out so far:

Guess what Marcella, you're going to die! :DDD )

I close this rant with an excerpt from How Not to Write a Novel (The Golden Harmony dub of "The Brave Frog" needs to learn from this too):

Compassion Fatigue )

And I still have the rest of the musical to listen to. *weeps* Wish me luck, folks.

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shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Jack Frost :: It's Quiet Here)
So I want to kill this waitress
She's worked here a year longer than I
If I did it fast, you know that's an act of kindness

But I believe in peace
I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace
I believe in peace!

But I believe in peace
I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace!

I want to kill this waitress
I can't believe this violence in mind
And is her power all in her club sandwich?

But I believe in peace
I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace
I believe in peace!

But I believe in peace
I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace!

I want to kill this killing wish
They're too many stars and not enough sky
Boys all think she's living kindness (heh)
Ask a fellow waitress
Ask a fellow waitress...


~The Waitress~
~Tori Amos~


I relate to this song too well, and I'll tell you why. I hero-worshiped several fandom BNFs, but I was also intimidated by them. But yay! I got to be friends with them! Only for them to turn out to be humongous jerks. Usually there was no way I could directly talk to them, unless it was through LJ comments or something. I was always baffled as to how many close friends these BNFs had, especially when said friends gushed about what nice and mature people they were when to me they were anything but. I kept my mouth shut, yearning to speak my mind even if it meant a blow-up between us. The more I thought about what I wanted to say to the BNFs who were my "friends", the angrier and angrier I'd get.

And I know it's wrong. I know it's wrong to bottle anger, I know it's wrong to be consumed by so much rage by someone for the pettiest reasons, it's wrong for me to be wasting my time on it. It drains me and makes me feel horrible, and I wish all that pent-up anger and grudges would go away, so I can focus the things I love and that make me happy, but it haunts me and I hate it. Hence the "I believe in peace, bitch!", "I can't believe this violence in mind" and "I want to kill this killing wish" lines. The BNFs may or may not be horrible people, and admittedly I was extremely spiteful toward a few of them for the stupidest, shallowest reasons, but this crippling bitterness is a feeling that I desperately wished would go away. And no song better expresses that than "The Waitress."
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Rarity :: Wangst)
25 pages of kinkmeme and there is not a single mention of Darkrai.

So, I would like someone to help rectify this. I want to see Darkrai, in any pairing, Darkrai/Alice, Darkrai/Dawn, Darkrai/Cynthia, Darkrai/Ash, I don't care.

Just not Darkrai/Cresselia. That is my NOTP.

Smut is preferred, but not required.


I'd fill this if I wasn't mostly burnt out on Pokemon and consider my favorite Darkrai ships (Darkrai + Alicia, Darkrai + Shaymin) as purely platonic. I know the requester said smut wasn't required, but that one time I wrote Darkrai smut was fun. ;; Smut or not, I don't think I'd fill anytime soon, 'cause auuuuugh burnt out.

That said... I hope this person isn't who I think it is. I mean, this could anyone in the world who doesn't care about Darkrai/Cresselia, I just hope that it isn't... that person in particular. 'Cause this person exploded if I dared mention anything they didn't like, even by accident. Darkrai/Cresselia isn't even one of my favorite pairings, but this person hated it so much she blew it entirely out of proportion and made a mountain out of a molehill simply for saying I liked it okay, but hey, fine if she didn't. And she'd verbally put me down, accusing me of being the immature one and that I was being an idiot. And if she saw this post today, she'd probably say, "Wow, it's your own fault for not getting over being butthurt years ago. Who's making a big deal over nothing now?"

All I'd ask for is a goddamn apology.
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Madoka/Homura :: Peace)
Nostalgia Critic vs. Mike Myers in The Cat in the Hat

Words cannot describe how much I hate this movie. It's part of my Unholy Quadrilogy; they're movies that I've sat through from beginning to end (watching only parts don't count, otherwise Garbage Pail Kids would've been included) that I consider the bottom of the barrel. They've made me rage, pull my hair out, and feel like my brain had caught cancer. (The other three? Tentacolino, Cool World, and A Troll in Central Park)

So seeing NC rip this movie's organs out is quite satisfying.

But the main reason that I'm linking this review? Because of the speech at the end where NC stresses the importance and value of classic children's literature, pointing out they're not "just for kids." It's so beautiful. ;;
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Rarity :: Worst. Possible. Book!)
Someone made a homage to BEN.wmv and the Mario 64 pasta. Not too bad. The Toads with BEN's face on them are certainly creepier than recent stuff I've seen. :P

Remember when I made fun of the Mario 64 creepypasta? This time, Sonic gets a turn! "Sonic.EXE" sure gets circulated a lot, despite well... being cliche as hell. Zalgo'd Sonic, oooooooh, scary!

The pasta's here and the gameplay's here. I also thought this guy's playthrough was rather amusing. Onto the riffing!

TEH GAM WIT ALL TEH BLOD )

You know, there really ought to be creepypasta bingo cards, like with yaoi. I think I made a blackout with this pasta alone!

This post has been crossposted with Dreamwidth at http://shamanicshaymin.dreamwidth.org/53187.html. Pick your poison. Mwoiiiiiiiing~!
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Default)
Someone made a homage to BEN.wmv and the Mario 64 pasta. Not too bad. The Toads with BEN's face on them are certainly creepier than recent stuff I've seen. :P

Remember when I made fun of the Mario 64 creepypasta? This time, Sonic gets a turn! "Sonic.EXE" sure gets circulated a lot, despite well... being cliche as hell. Zalgo'd Sonic, oooooooh, scary!

The pasta's here and the gameplay's here. I also thought this guy's playthrough was rather amusing. Onto the riffing!

TEH GAM WIT ALL TEH BLOD )

You know, there really ought to be creepypasta bingo cards, like with yaoi. I think I made a blackout with this pasta alone!
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Audino :: 8-Bit)
Whee! I love alliteration. Anyway, I should've done this a few days ago, but I'm finally gonna list my plans for the Pokemon Rare Pair challenge!

Mwoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing~! )

Around six in the morning, I got past the Magma Pool guard and painted one of my Neopets "Magma." Yay! :D
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Suicune & Eusine :: Rejected!)
God, the radar stuff at the hot springs with Ionia was awful. So why did I laugh?

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Aww. I forgotten that I named my Favorite Thing that.

Zar's doing a screencap adventure of Mother 3, so I've picked up my file to keep ahead of the recaps. Last night I finished Chapter 4! Without spoiling anything, I want to hug Duster and be his friend. He needs all the love and support and pick-me-ups he can get. ;;

I find myself really disliking Wes(s) a lot more this time around. I dunno, probably after experiencing it with my Mom during her manic episodes, I feel a lot more sensitive and uncomfortable whenever there's verbal/emotional abuse. Not a "ZOMG IM BEING TRIGGERED" thing, I just find myself identifying with the victim a lot more in a "I feel you, man" way. Reading Misery by Stephen King got a whole lot scarier because Annie Wilkes did and said things that my mother had, and the way Mother Gothel in "Tangled" complinsults (???) Rapunzel always unsettled me and I never saw her as a good parent. We'll see if Wess redeems himself in later chapters, but until then, I'm :/ towards him.

Cori Falls would have a heart attack if she ever played Mother 3. She thought Team Rocket had it rough? Weeeeeeell... :P

Speaking of Cori, I finally got my boyfriend James (we'll call him Jimmy to avoid confusion with Team Rocket!Pod!James) to read her writing and rants! We skipped ahead to the DnD session of "A Fair Fight", which he identified as Edition 2. He said there weren't any inaccuracies he could spot with the game they were playing, and if it wasn't for the Ash-bashing, the ridiculously OOC Team Rocket and Gary, and the Mary-Sues, it would've been a heartwarming story about a group of friends playing DnD. The Pod!Rockets and the Sues bullying a 12-year-old reduced to a mentally retarded mindset aside, Jimmy pointed out that the DM Sue had deliberately screwed him over, rather than Ash digging his own grave like Cori insisted.

Jimmy: *in response to the DM Sue literally slapping Ash* Hitting your fellow players. That's totally acceptable DM behavior!

Jimmy's reactions are pretty great to watch. He pumped his fists going "Awesome! :DDD" when it looked like a particularly bad segment was about to begin, laughed his ass off at the Ash-bashing scenes because they reminded him of injokes and Chris-chan, wanted to shoot himself at the obvious Author Filibusters, and pulled up reaction videos to particular segments that made him cringe.

Jimmy: *reading "The Thrill of Defeat"* *facepalm* Oh god. Really?
Me: Which part?
Jimmy: "Velvety"? Ugh.
Me: Velvety what?
Jimmy: *points out "soft, velvety kisses"*
Me: Oh, that's common in romance novels. You have no idea...

Funny how this is one of the things that sets him off, but he takes the crazier shit in stride. :P

Reading Cori with Jimmy is making me want to write a parody Team Rocket fic with the most obvious and out-of-place Author Filibusters possible. You can totally tell Jessie, James and Meowth aren't interested in the same things as I am, especially when they're discussing their favorite Cinema Snob episodes! Oh, and throw in Mary-Sue friends with names like Kanaya Ashtear, Lucca Andonuts, and Homura Lovecraft. They could share their love of Tori Amos and Patrick Wolf. (Since Cori already beat me to Nine Inch Nails. :P)

It makes me wonder what would happen if Cori was in Homestuck fandom. Aside from her blatantly denying any slash in the series (despite it clearly stated to be CANON), I imagine she'd be an Eridan/Feferi shipper and woobify Eridan to the max, while also shipping Karkat/Terezi. Gamzee and Equius would creep her out, she wouldn't like Doc Scratch or Jack Noir, and she'd absolutely detest Vriska and bash her every chance she'd get. Then she'd ragequit the comic canon after Feferi's death, because she'd plug her ears screaming "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ERIDAN WOULD NEVER DO THIS TO HER!!!!111!11" and then proceed to write AUs where this was all in Vriska's sick fantasies and that Eridan and Feferi are actually living Happily Ever After with a billion grub children.

Of course, if I tell Jimmy that I'm writing a fic where Jessie, James and Meowth are Homestuck geeks, he'll tell me to choke myself. XD Haha. :P
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Classic!Sonic :: This is Dumb)
I don't know if it's just me, but something about the term "manpain" rubs me the wrong way.

I've read the fanlore entry for it, and I don't think I quite understand it. What's the difference between manpain and legitimate angst of a male character?

I understand that fridging is a problem. ("Hi! I'm a female character, and I only exist to die/be raped/be tortured/forced to watch the Oogieloves just to make my man angst!") People who use their shitty past as excuses to be douchebags and/or constantly brood suck. And you know what we called it? We called it "wangst." People who whine and make someone else's tragedy all about them? Also wangst.

I dunno about you, but I always preferred "wangst." "Manpain" as a term kind of makes me feel uncomfortable, because it feels, well... sexist?

Suppose a guy character grieves for a girl character who is actually well-developed and exists more than a plot device to "make him sad." Is it still manpain?

I just feel like the definition of manpain has the potential to become as blurry and misused as "Mary-Sue" is these days. Your name doesn't have to be Alixanndrea Serenity Rose Tachikawa and be half-unicorn/half-elf/half-dragon/half-demon/half-angel and have a super traumatic past where your dad left you to be beat up by hamsters. Nope. Just be female, have blonde hair, and have at least one thing remotely interesting about you. There, you're a Mary-Sue. And if you're a guy, the smallest amount of sadness or temporary self-pity (let's face it, all of us have felt sorry for ourselves at least once in our lives) is dismissed as manpain.
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Mami :: Relaxed)
Last night I finished reading "Madoka Magica: A Different Story." Or as I call it, "Puella Magi Mami Magica."

Spoilers for the entire series, of course. Look at all the Mami feels, they're falling from the sky! )

I think I ship Mami/Kyouko now. And Mami/Kyouko/Sayaka. And a Madoka/Homura/Mami/Kyouko/Sayaka OT5.

Basically, if you're a fan of Madoka Magica, I highly recommend ADS. It can all be read at mangafox when you've got spare time, nomnomnom. :)
shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (Sephia & Finn :: Hold Me Close)
I've started volunteer work at the Cattery yesterday! I'll be working there three days a week, with two hours for each day. I'll be making friends with all the kitties there~! ♥ God, it feels good to finally become a functioning member of society, even if it's not the same as a job that pays money. I couldn't be happier to get kitty scratches all over my hands, nomnomnomnomnom~ ♥

Sometimes, I think about becoming a director of animated films. Seems unlikely and impossible, considering people's viewpoints of animation (gdsgsdjg dammit Animation Age Ghetto and All Adult Animation is South Park!) and the lack of female directors in the industry, hell, lack of female directors in general. And hey, if cultural viewpoints and gender don't hold me back, ableism will. :/ The first animal shelter I tried volunteering at? The lady didn't think I'd do well simply because I "couldn't follow simple directions", despite said directions being vague as hell. But I still think about it from time to time. If she had told me her damn name, I wouldn't have to walk around the entire shelter trying to look for her. :/

Anyway, getting off-topic. I still fantasize about directing animated movies from time to time. And after thinking about this thread, it reminded me of a movie I considered making long before the Lorax movie with Danny DeVito was announced.

How would I direct a Lorax movie? Here's a little something I cooked up.

Best of all? No woobie moe Onceler With Leather Gloves! )

I also thought of making a movie adapt of "Halloween is Grinch Night!" but that gets its own entry in the future. Maybe.

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