It's been a lovely birthday~
Aug. 23rd, 2008 11:31 am


Mostly spent lounging around, though I did watch Disney's Robin Hood. Fun times, fun movie. Puri played a game by counting all the animated frames they recycled from other films and itself. XD "Oh, there's the dancing bunny children again. Hey, that part with the elephant was from Jungle Book! That dance was totally Snow White." Everyone knows Little John is really Baloo with a brown recolor. XD But if it means getting to dress as a fruity duke and well-endowed fortune teller lady, I don't blame him! Silly lazy/rushed animators.
Thank you so much for the birthday wishes! *_______________* I await the flood of late birthday gifts, I don't mind in the least! ♥
"MOMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE *sucks thumb*"
Is it just me, or does Hiss's voice remind me of C3PO?
Everytime the subject of "college" is brought up, I get depressed.
I think of everything that went wrong last year. How excited I was starting, how much trouble I had keeping up with schoolwork, being insomniac and tired and missing class/coming late (I still can't sleep functionally), thinking I was so smart because of my high school As and Bs then totally lost and blown away by the new work and feeling stupid, unprepared and feeling out of place and dreading certain courses because of it, being BEHIND BEHIND BEHIND, knowing myself as an inept failure, socially awkward and couldn't keep contact with acquaintances/potential friends she thought were nice, constantly placing 4th in matches at the Smash Bros. club because I couldn't afford a Wii to practice and hadn't owned the game yet, knowing my Russian Sci-Fi class was the best experience I had work/student/teacher-wise and I feel guilty to this day for not catching up on readings/missing movie nights because I couldn't communicate or understand what anyone was talking about so all I could do was sit and listen without nothing deep to talk about and feeling awkward (the one day we looked at the Russian alphabet for fun, Puri fell asleep in her Halloween costume. So I don't remember a thing and I feel terrible). I don't remember much Astronomy as I should because of stupid mistakes I made and will probably never tell you the parallax or absolute distance of a star because Puri flunked her exams even from small studies from a textbook alone, and the only "successful" thing on my part was watching different movies from the college theater/I-♥-Video store (including But I'm a Cheerleader! and all of Serial Experiments Lain). Which makes me think of the animal shelter and Alamo Drafthouse, where I have no idea how to get sufficient travel to and I always get lost and get scared at the thought of wondering outside campus. Did I mention I was always, always tired?
Basically I'm reminded what a humiliation and failure I am, and how much I wasted and thrown away a good thing.
My parents put billions of money into this and lord knows we're starting to get poor again. I can feel it.
"So don't go to college!" Right, and wallow into clingy poor dependence somewhere 'cause I can't even keep a job at McDonald's. It's no better staying with my family either because I know my idle times do me no good. So I feel miserable either way. Isn't that nice?
Dad says I'll do fine and I'll "succeed" and do everything right because he knows it. But well... it's Dad. You can't take what he says for granted and I can't tell if he's being truthful or quixotic.
Geez, no wonder I'm a Cubone in my new PMD1 game. I was being honest too.
P.S. Happy Birthday to Uncle Ricke and a Happy 10th Birthday to my dog Amanda. I only wish I was cheerier and not a disappointment.
Something has left my life
And I don't know where it went to
Somebody caused me strife
And it's not what I was seeking
Didn't you see me? Didn't you hear me?
Didn't you see me standing there?
Why did you turn out the lights?
Did you know that I was sleeping?
Say a prayer for me
Help me to feel the strength I did
My identity, has it been taken?
Is my heart breakin', on me?
All my plans fell through my hands
They fell though my hands, on me
All my dreams it suddenly seems
It suddenly seems empty
I think of everything that went wrong last year. How excited I was starting, how much trouble I had keeping up with schoolwork, being insomniac and tired and missing class/coming late (I still can't sleep functionally), thinking I was so smart because of my high school As and Bs then totally lost and blown away by the new work and feeling stupid, unprepared and feeling out of place and dreading certain courses because of it, being BEHIND BEHIND BEHIND, knowing myself as an inept failure, socially awkward and couldn't keep contact with acquaintances/potential friends she thought were nice, constantly placing 4th in matches at the Smash Bros. club because I couldn't afford a Wii to practice and hadn't owned the game yet, knowing my Russian Sci-Fi class was the best experience I had work/student/teacher-wise and I feel guilty to this day for not catching up on readings/missing movie nights because I couldn't communicate or understand what anyone was talking about so all I could do was sit and listen without nothing deep to talk about and feeling awkward (the one day we looked at the Russian alphabet for fun, Puri fell asleep in her Halloween costume. So I don't remember a thing and I feel terrible). I don't remember much Astronomy as I should because of stupid mistakes I made and will probably never tell you the parallax or absolute distance of a star because Puri flunked her exams even from small studies from a textbook alone, and the only "successful" thing on my part was watching different movies from the college theater/I-♥-Video store (including But I'm a Cheerleader! and all of Serial Experiments Lain). Which makes me think of the animal shelter and Alamo Drafthouse, where I have no idea how to get sufficient travel to and I always get lost and get scared at the thought of wondering outside campus. Did I mention I was always, always tired?
Basically I'm reminded what a humiliation and failure I am, and how much I wasted and thrown away a good thing.
My parents put billions of money into this and lord knows we're starting to get poor again. I can feel it.
"So don't go to college!" Right, and wallow into clingy poor dependence somewhere 'cause I can't even keep a job at McDonald's. It's no better staying with my family either because I know my idle times do me no good. So I feel miserable either way. Isn't that nice?
Dad says I'll do fine and I'll "succeed" and do everything right because he knows it. But well... it's Dad. You can't take what he says for granted and I can't tell if he's being truthful or quixotic.
Geez, no wonder I'm a Cubone in my new PMD1 game. I was being honest too.
P.S. Happy Birthday to Uncle Ricke and a Happy 10th Birthday to my dog Amanda. I only wish I was cheerier and not a disappointment.
Something has left my life
And I don't know where it went to
Somebody caused me strife
And it's not what I was seeking
Didn't you see me? Didn't you hear me?
Didn't you see me standing there?
Why did you turn out the lights?
Did you know that I was sleeping?
Say a prayer for me
Help me to feel the strength I did
My identity, has it been taken?
Is my heart breakin', on me?
All my plans fell through my hands
They fell though my hands, on me
All my dreams it suddenly seems
It suddenly seems empty
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Aug. 18th, 2007 08:48 pm
( This One's Cut For Final Battle Spoilers To Be Safe )
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Mom and I shopped and my feet hurt like crazy. XD But! When we went hat shopping, Puri found one that looked exactly like Tony's. Naturally, she nabbed it. Now I want to go to a con and glomp every Jeff Andonuts I see. XD;;;
Edit: My birthday isn't until the 22nd, but since I'll be runnin' around a lot, I got some early gifts from my family. Translation: my brother. :3
- Yoshi game case
- Peach game case
- Pokémon Ranger
- Kirby Squeak Squad
And fanart and a Shadow keychain from Philleh~
W00t! I like this loot~ <333
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Aug. 13th, 2007 02:07 pmWell, it's almost my birthday. When I move in my college dorm on August 22nd, I'll be 19.
Not asking for much really. Heck, I dunno if there's even gonna be a party. XDDDD! I'll still ask for fandom stuff though, like fanart/fics/etc. But fanart would be nice, yes.
- Jeff/Tony fluff
- Earthbound in general (Specifically with Chosen Four, Flying Man/Magicant, Mr. Saturn though. Or Ness/Paula fluff. :o Heck, Jeff alone works. XDD! Or Tessie... or Starmen... *shuts up*)
- Shaymin~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥
- Bunnie/Rotor. Can be fluffy, angsty or both. XD
- Kid Icarus in general. ♥
- Super Mario RPG goodness. (Geno! ♥♥♥)
- When all else fails... a pinch of a certain bickering pair of rival hedgehogs to make it better. ;D
Not asking for much really. Heck, I dunno if there's even gonna be a party. XDDDD! I'll still ask for fandom stuff though, like fanart/fics/etc. But fanart would be nice, yes.
- Jeff/Tony fluff
- Earthbound in general (Specifically with Chosen Four, Flying Man/Magicant, Mr. Saturn though. Or Ness/Paula fluff. :o Heck, Jeff alone works. XDD! Or Tessie... or Starmen... *shuts up*)
- Shaymin~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥
- Bunnie/Rotor. Can be fluffy, angsty or both. XD
- Kid Icarus in general. ♥
- Super Mario RPG goodness. (Geno! ♥♥♥)
- When all else fails... a pinch of a certain bickering pair of rival hedgehogs to make it better. ;D
Remind self to nickname my Plusle & Minun "Claus" and "Lucas" when I start Pokémon again.
I will NOT be a happy duck if Ness gets replaced in Brawl. (Heck, I know the Ice Climbers are gonna kick the bucket. T-T Not my psychic hero too!) But yesh. If ANY incarnation of Paula, Jeff and Poo are in Brawl, whether as playable or trophies, I'll be happy. BUT. You know what would REALLY be awesome?
If Flint were a playable character.
I mean, think about it! A. You get a western-type fighter. B. He won't be a Ness clone so he'll have his own unique moves. C. You beat opponents over the head with a wooden plank! HOW is that not awesome!? *_____________* I can see Snake and Flint working together on the same team. XDDDD!
Aside from that, I've been flipping through the
1sentence archieves. And here's what I've shoveled up!
Let's start off with Rotor/Bunnie for the Gamma theme. What a pleasant surprise! *_____________* (Sonic the Hedgehog SatAM)
Ness/Paula! Also Gamma. Gosh, the author wrote them so adorable. *_________* (Earthbound/Mother 2)
Finally, the icing on the cake, the whipped cream and the cherry... okay, hushing up.
Seymour/Audrey for Set Beta! They're true to themselves in the movie and gosh damn, they're adorable. *______* (Little Shop of Horrors)
Yes, I fully realize I beat the word "adorable" like a dead horse. XDDD!
And there's Sona--oh wait, that's mine. Neeeeeeeeeevermind. XDDD;;;;
Now I wanna try Bunnie/Rotor too! :o Or Jeff/Tony. But it's better I should finish my Mario/Peach claim first, it's been sitting there for a long time. XDDDD! Don't feel like working on it right now, I'll poke at it later. I've got bigger fish to fry. :o
Let's hope I don't fizz out and become depressed tomorrow again. I've got to keep active if I want my college days to come faster!
P.S. Happy Birthday Chibi, though a little late. ;D *gives ya a cupcake with a candle stuck in it*
I will NOT be a happy duck if Ness gets replaced in Brawl. (Heck, I know the Ice Climbers are gonna kick the bucket. T-T Not my psychic hero too!) But yesh. If ANY incarnation of Paula, Jeff and Poo are in Brawl, whether as playable or trophies, I'll be happy. BUT. You know what would REALLY be awesome?
If Flint were a playable character.
I mean, think about it! A. You get a western-type fighter. B. He won't be a Ness clone so he'll have his own unique moves. C. You beat opponents over the head with a wooden plank! HOW is that not awesome!? *_____________* I can see Snake and Flint working together on the same team. XDDDD!
Aside from that, I've been flipping through the
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Let's start off with Rotor/Bunnie for the Gamma theme. What a pleasant surprise! *_____________* (Sonic the Hedgehog SatAM)
Ness/Paula! Also Gamma. Gosh, the author wrote them so adorable. *_________* (Earthbound/Mother 2)
Finally, the icing on the cake, the whipped cream and the cherry... okay, hushing up.
Seymour/Audrey for Set Beta! They're true to themselves in the movie and gosh damn, they're adorable. *______* (Little Shop of Horrors)
Yes, I fully realize I beat the word "adorable" like a dead horse. XDDD!
And there's Sona--oh wait, that's mine. Neeeeeeeeeevermind. XDDD;;;;
Now I wanna try Bunnie/Rotor too! :o Or Jeff/Tony. But it's better I should finish my Mario/Peach claim first, it's been sitting there for a long time. XDDDD! Don't feel like working on it right now, I'll poke at it later. I've got bigger fish to fry. :o
Let's hope I don't fizz out and become depressed tomorrow again. I've got to keep active if I want my college days to come faster!
P.S. Happy Birthday Chibi, though a little late. ;D *gives ya a cupcake with a candle stuck in it*
Hedgie Karma~!
Jun. 1st, 2007 10:38 pmSister's home!
Meanwhile, gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess who got lucky in trading a female Eevee for a Feebas today?
Me! ^_____________^ No fishing for long painful hours for me~~~~!
Must be the luck of
hedgiepan's birthday~~~~~
Meanwhile, gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess who got lucky in trading a female Eevee for a Feebas today?
Me! ^_____________^ No fishing for long painful hours for me~~~~!
Must be the luck of
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May. 28th, 2007 01:30 pm1. Went to Austin for Solo Competition with Ms. Pope and everyone else legible to go. Scored a 2 and a silver medal. :3 (The judge even asked me in German: "Do you speak German?" Damn I'm flattered!) We stopped by the mall in San Antonio and got to spend money on stuff, and this is my loot: a Pikachu shirt from Hot Topic (I almost would've got a Mario Party one too, but the total of both shirts was 40 dollars, so I gave that one up. oO;;;) a Blastoise figurine, a squashingly EEEEADORABLE Luigi plushie, and a super soft purple hedgehog plushie. I should stick a flower on his head and call him my Purple Shaymin. :3333 Before my trip, Dad and I went grocery shopping, and I yoinked NIN's "Year Zero" as apart of my graduation gift~ (Along with Dad doing the dishes instead of me. XDDD!)
2. Annnnnnnnnnnd the computer I was typing this entry in froze last night. Apologies to Carrie in case she was wondering where I disappeared to. .________.;;;
3. I've realized that EVERYBODY in my team except for Tira is weak to Ground attacks, so when one of the Elite 4 uses Earthquake on them, I'm screwed. Hence my need to switch out a couple of my weaker members with Dialga and Uxie because I'm a cheap chicken. But now that means four of my Pokémon will die to Earthquake, and... that's not good. XDDD!
4. Today, I shall plot for my darling's birthday and whip up icons for Scribbler. Hopefully either computer doesn't crash too much. XDDDD;;;
5. Puri officially graduated high school~ <3333 Permanent Honor Roll too!
Edit: Someone also wants to translate one of my fanfics into Italian while linking to my creative journal. Damn I feel awesome! X3333333
2. Annnnnnnnnnnd the computer I was typing this entry in froze last night. Apologies to Carrie in case she was wondering where I disappeared to. .________.;;;
3. I've realized that EVERYBODY in my team except for Tira is weak to Ground attacks, so when one of the Elite 4 uses Earthquake on them, I'm screwed. Hence my need to switch out a couple of my weaker members with Dialga and Uxie because I'm a cheap chicken. But now that means four of my Pokémon will die to Earthquake, and... that's not good. XDDD!
4. Today, I shall plot for my darling's birthday and whip up icons for Scribbler. Hopefully either computer doesn't crash too much. XDDDD;;;
5. Puri officially graduated high school~ <3333 Permanent Honor Roll too!
Edit: Someone also wants to translate one of my fanfics into Italian while linking to my creative journal. Damn I feel awesome! X3333333