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“Do you want to sit?”
I nod, and he takes my hand and leads me to the large off-white couch. As I sit, I’m struck by the fact that I feel like Tess Durbeyfield looking at the new house that belongs to the notorious Alec D’Urberville. The thought makes me smile.
“What’s so amusing?” He sits down beside me, turning to face me. He rests his head on his right hand, his elbow propped on the back of the couch.
“Why did you give me Tess of the D’Urbervilles specifically?” I ask. Christian stares at me for a moment. I think he’s surprised by my question.
“Well, you said you liked Thomas Hardy.”
“Is that the only reason?” Even I can hear the disappointment in my voice. His mouth presses into a hard line.
“It seemed appropriate. I could hold you to some impossibly high ideal like Angel Clare or debase you completely like Alec D’Urberville,” he murmurs, and his gray eyes flash dark and dangerous.
“If there are only two choices, I’ll take the debasement.” I whisper, gazing at him. My subconscious is staring at me in awe. He gasps.


I don't think "debasement" means what you think it means, Ana.

“Anastasia, stop biting your lip, please. It’s very distracting. You don’t know what you’re saying.”
“That’s why I’m here.”
He frowns.
“Yes. Would you excuse me a moment?” He disappears through a wide doorway on the far side of the room. He’s gone for a couple of minutes and returns with a document.
“This is a non-disclosure agreement.” He shrugs and has the grace to look a little embarrassed. “My lawyer insists on it.” He hands it to me. I’m completely bemused. “If you’re going for option two, debasement, you’ll need to sign this.”
“And if I don’t want to sign anything?”
“Then it’s Angel Clare high ideals, well, for most of the book anyway.”
“What does this agreement mean?”
“It means you cannot disclose anything about us. Anything, to anyone.”
I stare at him in disbelief. Holy shit. It’s bad, really bad, and now I’m very curious to know.
“Okay. I’ll sign.”
He hands me a pen.
“Aren’t you even going to read it?”
“No.”


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Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiit's official. Bella Swan has more common sense than her ripoff.
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Lately I've been doing two things: A. Sleeping. B. Thinking too hard about things. The Writer's Block is going as strong as ever and it's really disheartening. Really Puri. Just pick one scene you've always wanted to write that's important to the novel. Even if it's Raggedy Andy and Marius bonking each other senseless. Then I think, "Oh, you're just writing sex" and feel terrible. I'm constantly beating myself up and feeling like nobody is developed enough or my plot points aren't mature enough (despite the fact you never know for sure if it's all kept in your head instead of oh, physically writing it down but augh. The torment continues) and I just continue to feel guilty for not being as organized as a supercomputer.

So... I guess this is an "Ask Me About My Novel" post. Just so I can know what questions people are actually curious about and not feel like I'm babbling about some kind of pointless imaginary world that seems to affect only me and no one else.

And I'm worried about my relationship with my boyfriend. Baaaaws.

Ask me a question about writing. It can be absolutely anything (writing process, favorite things to write, characters I've created, etc.) and I will tell you the honest-to-god answer. Don’t hold back. Whatever you ask, I will try my best to answer. You may ask as many questions as you want.

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