So this is what they call holiday blues?
Jan. 2nd, 2010 05:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminGoddammit. Figures I'd get these bouts of depression again for absolutely no reason at all.
Been wanting to see Princess and the Frog for ages and finally got to see it with the family. Gorgeous movie. Absolutely loved it. Dad the Disney Cynic even said it was the best movie Disney's made in a long time, and coming out of him, that means a lot. Loved Tiana and Naveen (Naveeeeeeeeeeeen!), and I think their chemistry just kicked Belle/Beast down a notch on my favorite Disney ships. XD They totally would've taken the easy way out to characterize Charlotte, but they didn't and I'm so happy, she's hilarious. XD I only wish we had more of Dr. Facilier and less of stupid Lawrence, Facilier was amazingly badass. It's fun watching him too; he must've been super fun to animate. :o Luis is a derp. Daaaaw. XD I mean it affectionately, of course. ;D
Pokemon movies probably spoiled me and made me the frothing cynic that I am, but I'm glad Disney killed off Ray. It's been a while since they had done a major death, and come on. Only cockroaches can survive being squished by a foot. :( Ray was kinda like Dobby in a way; you expect to dislike him or not care about him, but he proved to be endearing and in the end, it was only fitting to see him die. I don't think he would've been as memorable or received well if it weren't for his death. Besides, deny him from being together with Evangeline? That's just cruel. D: But yeah, I really liked that, the thing between Ray and his Evangeline. I thought that was cute.
Ahhhh, Naveen. He can totally mince for me anyday. Dad, Sis and I agreed that that little bit reminded them of me in that aspect. I'm used to having everything done to me, I hate cooking, and when I'm in the kitchen and I have to be asked to cut vegetables or prepare meat, I kind of balk and have no idea what I'm doing. If I dwell on that further though, I'm going to get depressed, so moving on.
Sis is packing up and Dad's being extremely snappy, so here I am back here. God I need a new computer. I need to do something creative. I miss making icons, I miss fiddling with Photoshop, I miss listening to my Winamp library, I miss organizing and putting in new music for my iPod, I miss downloading and cranking up AMVs, I miss RPing, I miss chatting and laughing with friends, I miss talking about video games and literature, I miss typing away on my fanfics, I miss posting to LJ and whatever without wanting to strangle myself and the computers I'm using, I can't play special games like Eversion or ROMs, can't take screencaps, can't even do a chapter-by-chapter review of a book being deprived of copy-pasting and multiple tabs and thus making it more of a chore than a release, I can't even scribble in my notebooks without running out of ink in both writing utensils and inspiration. I feel like I've hit a major block and I want to go back to what I've saved on the computer, but nope! Can't. It crashes. Even my brother's computer is useless, runs slow, and instead of opening the page I want, it takes me to Yahoo Searchbar. I try to uninstall it, but oops, you have to close all the browsers! 15 minutes later. Fuck. You.
I feel like something has been cut off from me, and the only thing that's keeping me sane is playing Pokemon Revolution and Pokemon Sapphire. But dear god I feel like I'm out of wind. I'm so hopeless and lonely right now, dear god, I hate this.
Been wanting to see Princess and the Frog for ages and finally got to see it with the family. Gorgeous movie. Absolutely loved it. Dad the Disney Cynic even said it was the best movie Disney's made in a long time, and coming out of him, that means a lot. Loved Tiana and Naveen (Naveeeeeeeeeeeen!), and I think their chemistry just kicked Belle/Beast down a notch on my favorite Disney ships. XD They totally would've taken the easy way out to characterize Charlotte, but they didn't and I'm so happy, she's hilarious. XD I only wish we had more of Dr. Facilier and less of stupid Lawrence, Facilier was amazingly badass. It's fun watching him too; he must've been super fun to animate. :o Luis is a derp. Daaaaw. XD I mean it affectionately, of course. ;D
Pokemon movies probably spoiled me and made me the frothing cynic that I am, but I'm glad Disney killed off Ray. It's been a while since they had done a major death, and come on. Only cockroaches can survive being squished by a foot. :( Ray was kinda like Dobby in a way; you expect to dislike him or not care about him, but he proved to be endearing and in the end, it was only fitting to see him die. I don't think he would've been as memorable or received well if it weren't for his death. Besides, deny him from being together with Evangeline? That's just cruel. D: But yeah, I really liked that, the thing between Ray and his Evangeline. I thought that was cute.
Ahhhh, Naveen. He can totally mince for me anyday. Dad, Sis and I agreed that that little bit reminded them of me in that aspect. I'm used to having everything done to me, I hate cooking, and when I'm in the kitchen and I have to be asked to cut vegetables or prepare meat, I kind of balk and have no idea what I'm doing. If I dwell on that further though, I'm going to get depressed, so moving on.
Sis is packing up and Dad's being extremely snappy, so here I am back here. God I need a new computer. I need to do something creative. I miss making icons, I miss fiddling with Photoshop, I miss listening to my Winamp library, I miss organizing and putting in new music for my iPod, I miss downloading and cranking up AMVs, I miss RPing, I miss chatting and laughing with friends, I miss talking about video games and literature, I miss typing away on my fanfics, I miss posting to LJ and whatever without wanting to strangle myself and the computers I'm using, I can't play special games like Eversion or ROMs, can't take screencaps, can't even do a chapter-by-chapter review of a book being deprived of copy-pasting and multiple tabs and thus making it more of a chore than a release, I can't even scribble in my notebooks without running out of ink in both writing utensils and inspiration. I feel like I've hit a major block and I want to go back to what I've saved on the computer, but nope! Can't. It crashes. Even my brother's computer is useless, runs slow, and instead of opening the page I want, it takes me to Yahoo Searchbar. I try to uninstall it, but oops, you have to close all the browsers! 15 minutes later. Fuck. You.
I feel like something has been cut off from me, and the only thing that's keeping me sane is playing Pokemon Revolution and Pokemon Sapphire. But dear god I feel like I'm out of wind. I'm so hopeless and lonely right now, dear god, I hate this.
