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Dec. 4th, 2007 11:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminWell well, that app got rejected. My PokéKnowledge must be really getting rusty, huh? Probably the better for it though. There's too much going on now that all the melodrama will seep into my characters anyway. I'll get over it, I know what I did wrong. I just nod and go on and would rather not hear more about the situation. Even if it means thinking my stuff's weepy OOC crap for a while. So yeah, I'd rather not talk about it, unless you really want me depressed longer.
I just hope Usagi makes it. I know she will.
Things... haven't been going well. That I realized today. Insomnia's gotten worse, had to see a doctor for it, had blood drawn, switching around time for taking medications again... Still three papers behind, I have an exam Thursday I haven't really been studying for. Overslept and missed two classes. The only good thing about today was I got a B+ on my Russian Sci-Fi paper--I only got points off for grammar, formatting, and sentence structure and such. I feel behind and an adviser told me I'd have to drop classes before I fail them--I feel such guilt doing that, but knowing how WELL I did past exams in Critical Thinking and the way I am now, things are looking bleak in that subject. I know I have people to see, appointments to attend and calls to make, but I just can't be bothered, I feel so tired.
Good thing I brought my winter coat to the computer lab to cry in so people don't stare at me. Will probably cry to sleep (that is, IF I sleep) at my dorm 'cause I'm a wretch like that. But yeah. Let this all pile until I finally realized it's a problem.
I just hope Usagi makes it. I know she will.
Things... haven't been going well. That I realized today. Insomnia's gotten worse, had to see a doctor for it, had blood drawn, switching around time for taking medications again... Still three papers behind, I have an exam Thursday I haven't really been studying for. Overslept and missed two classes. The only good thing about today was I got a B+ on my Russian Sci-Fi paper--I only got points off for grammar, formatting, and sentence structure and such. I feel behind and an adviser told me I'd have to drop classes before I fail them--I feel such guilt doing that, but knowing how WELL I did past exams in Critical Thinking and the way I am now, things are looking bleak in that subject. I know I have people to see, appointments to attend and calls to make, but I just can't be bothered, I feel so tired.
Good thing I brought my winter coat to the computer lab to cry in so people don't stare at me. Will probably cry to sleep (that is, IF I sleep) at my dorm 'cause I'm a wretch like that. But yeah. Let this all pile until I finally realized it's a problem.
