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Apr. 24th, 2007 07:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminI feel like I've just had a bad dream without actually having one yesterday.
4 weeks of school left. And I'm so goshdarned worried about college. Will I survive? Will I get what I want, which is paradise? I don't want to be homesick for my doggies, but if I go to a college closer to where my family lives, I have a feeling I won't be as happy in Corpus Christi as I would in Austin. It's... ugh.
Totally screwed up RPing too. Had a character throw a fit of OOC wangstiness when he doesn't do that. I'm supposed to be the character, not use him as a soapbox vessel. But even the best RPers have their off days right? Right?
I'm considering taking a break from Sonic fandom. I'm just all tied up at the moment and the drama and wank makes me ill. This doesn't mean I'll stop fangirling Sonic obviously--Shadow's still my all-time favorite character, Sonadow is my #1 OTP, I still plan a billion fanfictions, etc. it's just that I don't want to get burnt out and bored of a universe that provides so much analysis and opportunity. I'll still RP, it's... I don't want the magic to go away.
All I want to do is get away from everything and play Pokémon Diamond. I know I got it on opening day like everyone else, and I KNOW I'm still below level 10 while everyone else is in their 20s from playing at their own pace, and... I know I'm slow and horrible. I just want to play. Even if it means dunking my Neopets in a hotel for a while.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ledgem, once I get to the specific place, I'll be ready to pick up my eggs. Thank you so much!
Also worried about Carrie. For reasons I won't disclose here.
God, I feel like a lazy slacker. Too much Internet, too less video games...
4 weeks of school left. And I'm so goshdarned worried about college. Will I survive? Will I get what I want, which is paradise? I don't want to be homesick for my doggies, but if I go to a college closer to where my family lives, I have a feeling I won't be as happy in Corpus Christi as I would in Austin. It's... ugh.
Totally screwed up RPing too. Had a character throw a fit of OOC wangstiness when he doesn't do that. I'm supposed to be the character, not use him as a soapbox vessel. But even the best RPers have their off days right? Right?
I'm considering taking a break from Sonic fandom. I'm just all tied up at the moment and the drama and wank makes me ill. This doesn't mean I'll stop fangirling Sonic obviously--Shadow's still my all-time favorite character, Sonadow is my #1 OTP, I still plan a billion fanfictions, etc. it's just that I don't want to get burnt out and bored of a universe that provides so much analysis and opportunity. I'll still RP, it's... I don't want the magic to go away.
All I want to do is get away from everything and play Pokémon Diamond. I know I got it on opening day like everyone else, and I KNOW I'm still below level 10 while everyone else is in their 20s from playing at their own pace, and... I know I'm slow and horrible. I just want to play. Even if it means dunking my Neopets in a hotel for a while.
ledgem, once I get to the specific place, I'll be ready to pick up my eggs. Thank you so much!Also worried about Carrie. For reasons I won't disclose here.
God, I feel like a lazy slacker. Too much Internet, too less video games...
