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Feb. 15th, 2006 07:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminGreenband Jiggly: I was always made fun of at school...
Greenband Jiggly: Thisshouldn'thappentomenooooooooooo
Chicobo329: that's usually a reasoning behind a bully ._.;
Greenband Jiggly: It's not in my nature to be mean. :-(
Greenband Jiggly: I know! The whole victim-fights-back thing.
Greenband Jiggly: When I grew up, I told myself that I would be independent, to never go to the whim of others...
Greenband Jiggly: I told myself that I would never turn cold and stay my warm self...
Greenband Jiggly: Like, for example, no matter how much people kicked me in the dirt, I wasn't going to become cynical to survive.
Greenband Jiggly: I hated that. Perfectly virtuous people would get smashed around, then they can't take it anymore, and they become jerks because they don't feel it's worth being kind anymore.
That's based on IRL beliefs. Now, back into fandom stuff...
Regarding last post... am I becoming a bully? Am I being too... nasty, lately? Like, I never talk about rabid Sonadow fangirls in their faces... just friends and LJ. Like, am I being a jerk? Am I no better then who I "poke fun" of? Be completely honest.
The last thing I want anyone to do is be afraid of me. To fall back on my values and become someone I've hated after all these years. You know, those snotty gossippers at high school who think their view is higher than anyone's or those![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
fanficrants bitchers and moaners who can't stop complaining and thinking THEIR way is the best. Ya know, elitism.
Go ahead and call me rabid. I won't hold you back. I know it's emo of me. But I won't let you lie in front of me, I won't stop you from slapping me. I've been a horrible bitch. There, I said it. I've been kicking rabid shippers without realizing I'M being a rabid shipper myself. I'm worse for thinking I'm higher than they are, when I'm possibly lower than dirt. I'm sorry for having little to no life whatsoever to degrade myself to this. For taking what's only an effing SHIP, fictional characters, a video game series, the INTERNET too seriously, yet again. I'm such a hypocrite.
Greenband Jiggly: Thisshouldn'thappentomenooooooooooo
Chicobo329: that's usually a reasoning behind a bully ._.;
Greenband Jiggly: It's not in my nature to be mean. :-(
Greenband Jiggly: I know! The whole victim-fights-back thing.
Greenband Jiggly: When I grew up, I told myself that I would be independent, to never go to the whim of others...
Greenband Jiggly: I told myself that I would never turn cold and stay my warm self...
Greenband Jiggly: Like, for example, no matter how much people kicked me in the dirt, I wasn't going to become cynical to survive.
Greenband Jiggly: I hated that. Perfectly virtuous people would get smashed around, then they can't take it anymore, and they become jerks because they don't feel it's worth being kind anymore.
That's based on IRL beliefs. Now, back into fandom stuff...
Regarding last post... am I becoming a bully? Am I being too... nasty, lately? Like, I never talk about rabid Sonadow fangirls in their faces... just friends and LJ. Like, am I being a jerk? Am I no better then who I "poke fun" of? Be completely honest.
The last thing I want anyone to do is be afraid of me. To fall back on my values and become someone I've hated after all these years. You know, those snotty gossippers at high school who think their view is higher than anyone's or those
fanficrants bitchers and moaners who can't stop complaining and thinking THEIR way is the best. Ya know, elitism.Go ahead and call me rabid. I won't hold you back. I know it's emo of me. But I won't let you lie in front of me, I won't stop you from slapping me. I've been a horrible bitch. There, I said it. I've been kicking rabid shippers without realizing I'M being a rabid shipper myself. I'm worse for thinking I'm higher than they are, when I'm possibly lower than dirt. I'm sorry for having little to no life whatsoever to degrade myself to this. For taking what's only an effing SHIP, fictional characters, a video game series, the INTERNET too seriously, yet again. I'm such a hypocrite.
