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Jan. 20th, 2006 07:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminI probably won't help a thing by typing yet another worthless condolence, but I can't bring myself to post something completely irrelevant knowing there's several grieving on my flist. Either way, it just feels like I'm spitting on someone's grave. I suppose it's better to mention something than let it bottled up inside, eh?
I've only brushed past her sometimes--never said a word to her. All I knew, she seemed like a nice kid, and suddenly, a casual face I've often passed, wondering if I should talk to her one day, just... gone. I know it's probably wrong of me to suddenly feel close to someone I barely knew, but... I get pretty affected when it comes to death. Doesn't matter how long I've met them--suddenly it could be me or another friend I do have close relations with. It's not like when celebrities die, when I've never come across them before, or when a grandparent I've visited only a few times as a little kid is gone--this was someone whom I'd see make comments on LJ and DA, do art and fanfiction, someone I could've easily picked up a conversation with the same way you see kids greet each other in school.
Maybe it was because I was a selfish idiot whenever one my sister's pets would die, back when I was a little kid and knew nothing. Never emphasized, couldn't comprehend how important they were to her, and... I must've said some condescending, mocking things, 'cause I was too little to understand how one could have a humongous impact on one's life. Kill me. Strangle me. That obnoxious brat should've died instead of--wait, the Old*Me already did. Maybe it's because I find I like it here too much--I have too much to do. Suddenly, someone's gone... and she was 16. 16.
From someone who knew her personally:
"I honestly, truly hope all of you who are giving such stupid comments as "suicide is a stupid thing to do" and "i'm going to miss your comments on my art" will suffer a very terrible life and fate for being so selfish, insensitive and flat out idiots.
I don't give a fuck if i'm banned for this remark at all, a good deal of you people should be ashamed of yourself. LETS REMARK ABOUT HER BY BASICALLY SAYING SHE WAS A COWARD AND I ONLY REALLY CARED ABOUT GETTING REMARKS ON MY ART.
Jesus fuck I can only hope when I die the rest of you are long gone before me."
I'm just... disgusted. "Wow, you're like, a moron for killing yourself, tee hee! Oh, and it looks like you can't comment my artwork anymore, too bad! :DD" Why didn't one of them die instead of her?
I don't know what really happened... all I know, is that I hope she finds peace.
Rest in Peace :: Su-Suto/Stephanie
I've only brushed past her sometimes--never said a word to her. All I knew, she seemed like a nice kid, and suddenly, a casual face I've often passed, wondering if I should talk to her one day, just... gone. I know it's probably wrong of me to suddenly feel close to someone I barely knew, but... I get pretty affected when it comes to death. Doesn't matter how long I've met them--suddenly it could be me or another friend I do have close relations with. It's not like when celebrities die, when I've never come across them before, or when a grandparent I've visited only a few times as a little kid is gone--this was someone whom I'd see make comments on LJ and DA, do art and fanfiction, someone I could've easily picked up a conversation with the same way you see kids greet each other in school.
Maybe it was because I was a selfish idiot whenever one my sister's pets would die, back when I was a little kid and knew nothing. Never emphasized, couldn't comprehend how important they were to her, and... I must've said some condescending, mocking things, 'cause I was too little to understand how one could have a humongous impact on one's life. Kill me. Strangle me. That obnoxious brat should've died instead of--wait, the Old*Me already did. Maybe it's because I find I like it here too much--I have too much to do. Suddenly, someone's gone... and she was 16. 16.
From someone who knew her personally:
"I honestly, truly hope all of you who are giving such stupid comments as "suicide is a stupid thing to do" and "i'm going to miss your comments on my art" will suffer a very terrible life and fate for being so selfish, insensitive and flat out idiots.
I don't give a fuck if i'm banned for this remark at all, a good deal of you people should be ashamed of yourself. LETS REMARK ABOUT HER BY BASICALLY SAYING SHE WAS A COWARD AND I ONLY REALLY CARED ABOUT GETTING REMARKS ON MY ART.
Jesus fuck I can only hope when I die the rest of you are long gone before me."
I'm just... disgusted. "Wow, you're like, a moron for killing yourself, tee hee! Oh, and it looks like you can't comment my artwork anymore, too bad! :DD" Why didn't one of them die instead of her?
I don't know what really happened... all I know, is that I hope she finds peace.
Rest in Peace :: Su-Suto/Stephanie
