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Nov. 22nd, 2005 10:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminYeah... I won't even bother reading IGN's, GameSpy's, and Gamespot's reviews on "Shadow the Hedgehog", since I know they'll just make me upset and angry and depressed. It's times like these where ignorance is bliss, kthnx. Yes, I'm fully awared the game is flawed, you don't need to go into detail, since I already have myself.
Sorry I've been kind of going in a back-and-forth moodswingish lately. I've had a weird day today... might want to back away from some stuff for a while, 'cause I don't want any dampers to break my concentration.
Then again, I guess that's one of the reasons why I'm thankful for LJ--if I hadn't decided to become a novelist, or heck, decided to write at ALL, I've had probably flung myself off a cliff or exploded already. Or would've constantly cried IRL--I'm sensitive like that. There's too much in my head to just let it simmer until it goes away, 'cause then it'll just bug me for days and days... months even. We've all seen how something can stick with Puri for this long. :/ Maybe I have problems letting go? But in a way, in writing it down... no one is telling me what to do. I could write whatever I want in this space, if I have to. But apparently writing helps me sort out what jumbled, confused and cluttered brain can't on its own. This form of expression is important for me, be it me doodling on LJ, my DA journal, my fanfiction, whatever. I free myself, and it's pretty much the most effective way I could communicate with anyone.
Maybe that could be why I'm getting so spazzy and sensitive--I hadn't wrote fic in so long, it's been getting to my head.
Well... I've been trying to remedy that, in a way. *knocks wood* Just in case I completely spoil it, in which I probably have.
Lalala, listening to music that makes me think of... yeah.
Sorry I've been kind of going in a back-and-forth moodswingish lately. I've had a weird day today... might want to back away from some stuff for a while, 'cause I don't want any dampers to break my concentration.
Then again, I guess that's one of the reasons why I'm thankful for LJ--if I hadn't decided to become a novelist, or heck, decided to write at ALL, I've had probably flung myself off a cliff or exploded already. Or would've constantly cried IRL--I'm sensitive like that. There's too much in my head to just let it simmer until it goes away, 'cause then it'll just bug me for days and days... months even. We've all seen how something can stick with Puri for this long. :/ Maybe I have problems letting go? But in a way, in writing it down... no one is telling me what to do. I could write whatever I want in this space, if I have to. But apparently writing helps me sort out what jumbled, confused and cluttered brain can't on its own. This form of expression is important for me, be it me doodling on LJ, my DA journal, my fanfiction, whatever. I free myself, and it's pretty much the most effective way I could communicate with anyone.
Maybe that could be why I'm getting so spazzy and sensitive--I hadn't wrote fic in so long, it's been getting to my head.
Well... I've been trying to remedy that, in a way. *knocks wood* Just in case I completely spoil it, in which I probably have.
Lalala, listening to music that makes me think of... yeah.
