Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Today on "Not really a BradTerry song, but god does it give the vibes of one," we got Blue October's "Hate Me." The second verse screams Brad Armstrong in particular:

I'm sober now for three whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

brb crying forever