Jan. 2nd, 2010

shamanicshaymin: Glorious beautiful Shaymin against a flowery backdrop. (pkmn ❞ How could you leave me)
Goddammit. Figures I'd get these bouts of depression again for absolutely no reason at all.

Finally got to see Princess and the Frog. Spoilers and Thoughts )

Sis is packing up and Dad's being extremely snappy, so here I am back here. God I need a new computer. I need to do something creative. I miss making icons, I miss fiddling with Photoshop, I miss listening to my Winamp library, I miss organizing and putting in new music for my iPod, I miss downloading and cranking up AMVs, I miss RPing, I miss chatting and laughing with friends, I miss talking about video games and literature, I miss typing away on my fanfics, I miss posting to LJ and whatever without wanting to strangle myself and the computers I'm using, I can't play special games like Eversion or ROMs, can't take screencaps, can't even do a chapter-by-chapter review of a book being deprived of copy-pasting and multiple tabs and thus making it more of a chore than a release, I can't even scribble in my notebooks without running out of ink in both writing utensils and inspiration. I feel like I've hit a major block and I want to go back to what I've saved on the computer, but nope! Can't. It crashes. Even my brother's computer is useless, runs slow, and instead of opening the page I want, it takes me to Yahoo Searchbar. I try to uninstall it, but oops, you have to close all the browsers! 15 minutes later. Fuck. You.

I feel like something has been cut off from me, and the only thing that's keeping me sane is playing Pokemon Revolution and Pokemon Sapphire. But dear god I feel like I'm out of wind. I'm so hopeless and lonely right now, dear god, I hate this.

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