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I feel like I've just had a bad dream without actually having one yesterday.

4 weeks of school left. And I'm so goshdarned worried about college. Will I survive? Will I get what I want, which is paradise? I don't want to be homesick for my doggies, but if I go to a college closer to where my family lives, I have a feeling I won't be as happy in Corpus Christi as I would in Austin. It's... ugh.

Totally screwed up RPing too. Had a character throw a fit of OOC wangstiness when he doesn't do that. I'm supposed to be the character, not use him as a soapbox vessel. But even the best RPers have their off days right? Right?

I'm considering taking a break from Sonic fandom. I'm just all tied up at the moment and the drama and wank makes me ill. This doesn't mean I'll stop fangirling Sonic obviously--Shadow's still my all-time favorite character, Sonadow is my #1 OTP, I still plan a billion fanfictions, etc. it's just that I don't want to get burnt out and bored of a universe that provides so much analysis and opportunity. I'll still RP, it's... I don't want the magic to go away.

All I want to do is get away from everything and play Pokémon Diamond. I know I got it on opening day like everyone else, and I KNOW I'm still below level 10 while everyone else is in their 20s from playing at their own pace, and... I know I'm slow and horrible. I just want to play. Even if it means dunking my Neopets in a hotel for a while. ledgem, once I get to the specific place, I'll be ready to pick up my eggs. Thank you so much!

Also worried about Carrie. For reasons I won't disclose here.

God, I feel like a lazy slacker. Too much Internet, too less video games...

Pokémon Code!

Still sad. But thank you to everyone who replied in the last post! I'm still humongously behind in the game, but here's my code.

Giselle

1289 4706 2220

Feel free to leave your own codes so I can add you back. :)