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Sep. 3rd, 2005 09:23 pmDo you ever have the feeling that when you finally do something right, you're punished for it instead of rewarded?
I actually schedualed out my day today, so I wouldn't miss anything. And my parents drag me all day shopping, (Hint: It's NEVER going to be just a mattress. It's gotta be precriptions and pills and an hour long of picking up pictures while your sister gets to stay at home while you have to come for no reason. Wtf...!?) so go figure, their plans screw up mine, I don't get anything done, and I wonder what the hell was the point of listing the things I want to do when either way, something always gets in the way. Be it procrastinating or fate or whatever my family decides to shove me, schedualing isn't SUPPOSED to be a fucking death wish. And people wonder why I plow my days ahead, never getting anything done.
And I actually played games. And I was excited about that, 'cause other than Nintendo DS and even then, I hadn't in a while. My reward? A headache my sister thinks I'm FAKING it, my parents dragging me on worthless menial tasks, and one that doesn't even care when I try talking about the game. "Oh, I'm not getting that game. :D" Oh, fine by me. But when you start babbling on something else when you know I want to talk about certain game I've played, it feels like a friggin' letdown. I've gone through all this, to get up my ass off the Internet to BE something, DO something, and this is what I get. Nothing.
Thanks a fucking lot.
I actually schedualed out my day today, so I wouldn't miss anything. And my parents drag me all day shopping, (Hint: It's NEVER going to be just a mattress. It's gotta be precriptions and pills and an hour long of picking up pictures while your sister gets to stay at home while you have to come for no reason. Wtf...!?) so go figure, their plans screw up mine, I don't get anything done, and I wonder what the hell was the point of listing the things I want to do when either way, something always gets in the way. Be it procrastinating or fate or whatever my family decides to shove me, schedualing isn't SUPPOSED to be a fucking death wish. And people wonder why I plow my days ahead, never getting anything done.
And I actually played games. And I was excited about that, 'cause other than Nintendo DS and even then, I hadn't in a while. My reward? A headache my sister thinks I'm FAKING it, my parents dragging me on worthless menial tasks, and one that doesn't even care when I try talking about the game. "Oh, I'm not getting that game. :D" Oh, fine by me. But when you start babbling on something else when you know I want to talk about certain game I've played, it feels like a friggin' letdown. I've gone through all this, to get up my ass off the Internet to BE something, DO something, and this is what I get. Nothing.
Thanks a fucking lot.
