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[shamanicshaymin]

I've been unhappy for months and months on end now. I'm starting to worry. All I ever do is feel worthless, feel like the biggest offense the planet's offered, and/or beat myself up. The most energetic I get is when I'm pissed off at something, and of course, that drains the fuck out of me.

Sure, I can see something I like such as Sonic that cheers me up for five minutes, but then I doubt I've ever reached full enthusiasm, then I'm back into being in this black hole again. It's all the same.

Comments

[swordianmaster]

Firstly, listen to the others. It's in your best interests to tell someone. You're in an unhealthy living situation, and I think it's left you with issues that just fixing the obvious problems won't help fully.

Secondly, keep in mind that we're all here, we're all friends. We care. You aren't worthless, or we wouldn't be here.