Something is scratching its way out
Feb. 6th, 2008 05:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shamanicshayminWhy is there this glut of "video game trauma" posts lately?
Don't mind me. It's one thing to be cynical, but it's worse when other people are too.
Last thing I want other than my drama is other people's drama.
I'm humongously stressed and I can't think straight.
Little things set me off and anger me. Especially shallow things.
I'm in that mood again where I see something fun or pleasant but don't do it because I think I don't deserve it; I see it as a sign of me getting indulgent and lazy. And when I DO do something I like doing, it's viewed as "work".
I may have wasted money on the wrong Windows program. lol (Haha, no return policy)
Here's to hoping the new day doesn't suck, but considering how shaky I am, I can expect another world of hurt.
Don't mind me. It's one thing to be cynical, but it's worse when other people are too.
Last thing I want other than my drama is other people's drama.
I'm humongously stressed and I can't think straight.
Little things set me off and anger me. Especially shallow things.
I'm in that mood again where I see something fun or pleasant but don't do it because I think I don't deserve it; I see it as a sign of me getting indulgent and lazy. And when I DO do something I like doing, it's viewed as "work".
I may have wasted money on the wrong Windows program. lol (Haha, no return policy)
Here's to hoping the new day doesn't suck, but considering how shaky I am, I can expect another world of hurt.
