shamanicshaymin | (no subject) (Reply)

I wish I haven't been online so much this week. 'Cause now I feel like I've wasted Thanksgiving Break when I could be writing.

So after having a HORRIBLE time waking up, I sat down to write.

I couldn't be motivated any less and my prose couldn't be any more boring.

I absolutely hate this block I've had for well... more than a week.

I just wanna finish something, post it on FF.net and whatever, and heave a huge sigh of relief. But apparently, the distance is like taking a trip from Earth to Pluto.

'Cause then, I go to places like DA and I'm reminded WHY I need to finish my fanfiction. One of them being to speak my mind and be taken seriously. That no, Shadow is not a stereotypical emo kid like everyone else makes him to be. That good Sonadow CAN exist. Basically to do whatever "inconceivable" idea I could to have the elitists and rabid fangirls tear their hair out screaming. If only to make it more peaceful and less painful for me.

I need more of a life. Maybe THEN I wouldn't feel so horrible whenever I have Writer's Block.