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I've been so strung out and snappish lately. Thank god tomorrow's the last day we're in Savannah.
I just want a vacation for REAL. I'm sick of wasting my summer days either for a test or business trips or Dad stealing my laptop and other stuff like that. My sister's graduated college and moved into an apartment with a roommate, my dad and brother helping her. I'm barely useful and my motivation is null, and dying in the heat and I feel so whiny but I feel so stressed. Like I'm expected for something. That if I do one thing, it'll make Dad angry and set the whole family fight bomb. I don't understand why I'm so upset/sad/depressed/tense.
I always feel like I'm sad or stressed for absolutely no reason. This has been going on since we arrived in Savannah.
Maybe it's lack of privacy? I'm baking at the front desk? My lack of sleep (still)? I honestly don't know what's making me so stressed and unhappy. Again, it all points to "No reason".
I hate it when I can't figure out the source of my problems.
I just want a vacation for REAL. I'm sick of wasting my summer days either for a test or business trips or Dad stealing my laptop and other stuff like that. My sister's graduated college and moved into an apartment with a roommate, my dad and brother helping her. I'm barely useful and my motivation is null, and dying in the heat and I feel so whiny but I feel so stressed. Like I'm expected for something. That if I do one thing, it'll make Dad angry and set the whole family fight bomb. I don't understand why I'm so upset/sad/depressed/tense.
I always feel like I'm sad or stressed for absolutely no reason. This has been going on since we arrived in Savannah.
Maybe it's lack of privacy? I'm baking at the front desk? My lack of sleep (still)? I honestly don't know what's making me so stressed and unhappy. Again, it all points to "No reason".
I hate it when I can't figure out the source of my problems.
