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Well, there goes my Paid Account and icons. XDDD! Not that I'm TOO worried... Puri feels she gotta scribble in her IRL diary anyway. *...repays anyway*

It's 'prolly just my mood and 'prolly OOC of me, but... sometimes I wonder if I should open up another LJ account and make it Friend's Only. (albeit, I'm keeping my public journal. I was here since 2002! XDDD!) It's that, or... well, and I don't want to sound cliquish or selfish or nasty... but organizing my flist and cutting off ties with a few people I'm uncomfortable with reading my LJ. :/ Maybe I'm just running away. But I'm kinda... having problems. Maybe I'm just gonna spend several days, maybe a couple weeks or more adjusting to real life again. (Especially since the medicine I'm taking makes me rather sleepy...) Else, how am I gonna adjust to the Internet again if I can't get my act together?

Puri's gonna be picky about online time from now on. I need more time to play video games. D: Puri's gonna get off for IRL quality time before she gets sad and blows up again. (I'm letting bluestarrevenge collect dust and I really need to start poking it to life again. I ♥ my comm. D:)

Though it's REALLY odd that I haven't been able to be much interested in listening to my music lately... haven't even felt like toying with my iPod or cell phone since my birthday. :/ Eh, I should quit complaining. I really should... it's all I ever do. Beatles makes me smile though, even if it can't fully get me outta my funk. .______.;;;