Say You'll Share With Me One Love, One Lifetime~

Internet died last night, right when I was in a venty mood. I got cranky. But later, Puri just switched on AC:WW and after going through the "Phantom of the Opera" soundtrack twice, I finished making my Sonadow*Chao design at the Able Sisters. (Sable seems to start really liking me, too. :D) I was blocked off certain colors depending on the pallet, but in the end, I found something that worked and got to work. :) And in the end? SO worth it. Looks a little Valentinish (Ick! XDD), but the way the Sonic & Shadow Chao turned out... eee, they look like teeny little angels! X3333

Which means now, I need Wi-Fi or gameplay is pointless. XDDDD I'm definitely ready to see the world, now~!

Now to have breakfast or something. *nodnod* (Poor Phantom. XDDD;;; Ah well, I love his maniacal laughter at the end. X33)

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Make Your Own El-Jay Icon~!

It's SUCH a Cheat*Place, but ah well. XDDD;;; Fun to fiddle around with for a couple minutes. That, and if I actually made this icon through Photoshop, I would've made it look loads brighter--it looks too dark on my monitor, though it's a bit clearer through Photoshop & AIM. XDDD;;; Ah well. Yay for novelty stuff~! XDDD;;

I like being silly. *nodnod*

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Okay. Apparently, no matter how hard I tried to drown myself in my iconnage and stories, I still feel angry and hurt. Maybe if it helps to actually accomplish and show my stuff, but still. Not like it matters... it keeps coming back. Which is odd, because normally the little stuff doesn't bug me... I guess it takes a few pebbles to bruise my body before they suddenly feel like actual rocks, eh?

Edit: I obviously didn't want to mention this, but... you ever have someone whom you CLEARLY have no interest in and intend to ignore and forget, but they PERSIST in having a "forced friendship" with you, and just push and push you no matter how much you tell them to GO AWAY and no, I am NOT interested in being your friend? Then she goes about and whines about how "OMG she hates me" like mere gossip or something hilareous to talk about.

JUST SHUT UP. ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME. I WANT TO FORGET YOU.

She still calls me. She still sighs and goes, "Oh, she don't like me!" whenever I avoid/ignore her in the halls. I feel like a joke in her eyes, as if she thinks it's funny to think she's being a victim 'cause BOO HOO, I'm so mean to her 'cause I refuse to be her friend! For the billionth time, I told her straight-forward to stop talking to me... and when I left? When I didn't know anyone was behind me? "Sorry I made you mad!"

STOP IT. STOP ACTING LIKE WE HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH EACH OTHER WHEN I CLEARLY STATE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.

I'm not like the rest of you idiots at my school. You can't just shake hands with someone and expect to be friends in a kajillion seconds. I have to know you. I've taken one look at you, and decided I'm not fucking interested. Can't you take a hint? Can't you respect me when I clearly give you no time of day? I'm not someone to think you can be "friends" with in 5 seconds, all because you want to mindlessly talk to someone about mundane, generic subjects while adding more to your popularity count in the school. We have to have something in common. By this, I mean it deep, like values and *GASP* something we could spend good conversation about--breathing air and drinking milkshakes =/= true friendship.

What I do in my spare time? I write about gay hedgehogs. Ooh, want to be friends with me now? Even then, none of the kids at my school have no fucking clue what video games are except for "Halo" and whatnot. They have no idea about the world of "Sonic" or how intense it actually is. Even if I waste my hours of life showing them, the result conversations would be shallow as hell--nothing like what goes between my true friends, whom are so inconviniently far away. Fanfiction? Oh goodie, let me confront them about their OOC, uncreative trash while they whine about "OMG it's just FICTION" and boom. It's not worth it forming relationships with anyone near me when I've already made more quality friendships online than I can ever dream in my own city.

Leave me alone. Please. I'm begging... what does it take to get it through your cranium that I don't want you near? Go away. Don't talk to me. Ignore me. Stop laughing, stop gossiping, stop bragging to your other friends I won't talk to you, that "Oh, she don't like me!" Shut up. If it means making you silent...! GO. AWAY.