Gee, thanks for being a killjoy, Mom! :D

[shamanicshaymin]

Saw Dr. Weiner, shared a kajillion personal things with him. We discussed about the main effective types of medication for depression I could talk to my main doctor about, like Prozac etc., their side-effects like weight gain, drowsiness, mania (which in that case, switch), etc. We discussed my Internet usage and how I could get a kitchen timer so I could manage my time while still doing the things I love like reading, playing video games, etc. Ranking things on my rarely-crossed out "To Do" lists with "Easy", "Medium", "Hard" to organize better, etc. etc. Overall, I left feeling pretty darn confident. That there was gonna be something for me that I'll get better. So yeah, I trust Dr. Weiner. And this is coming from someone who has a fear of psychologists/therapists/etc.

What did Mom have to say about it?

"Depression medicines make some people get suicidal thoughts and kill themselves. :D"

GEE THANKS FOR RUINING MY GOOD MOOD MOTHER. NOW I'M ALL FRIGHTENED AGAIN~~! :DDD ♥♥♥ Heaven forbid I have confidence and high hopes for anything, especially when it felt good for a split-second when I wasn't afraid of medicine for once, so long as I knew about the symptoms and switch if it wasn't right for me, etc. etc. Why the HELL can't I be allowed to be happy or optimistic about something without being ratted or complained against!?

Killjoy. I am SICK of Mom and everyone else around me being KILLJOYS.

Guh. Going to work on Economics homework before I get distracted.