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*flipping through themes of iconfiend100 and such*

Dammit. It's hard to fit some of those themes with even "General Mario games" in mind. XDDD;;; Some of these speak more like "General Kirby" (though mostly "Kirby 64" bunnies), but guh. I wanna be sure I don't run out of official/quality pictures TOO quickly. Unless I feel like asking my friends if I could icon their fanart... @.@;;; I think there was a good 50 icons comm somewhere, but I'm not sure. Arg.

There's ost_challenge too. Don't think I'll start this one yet. Just feels really odd when your main fandoms are stuff like "Mario" and "Kirby and the kind of stuff you listen to is stuff like Orgy and Sarah McLachlan and Goo Goo Dolls and well... most of the songs, when looking at the lyrics, don't suit them that well. XD;;;

Yep, 'tis me, at the start of summer vacation. XDDD;;; I should eat something and shower.

In other words, I ♥ this icon. *sends much luff to Orin*

"Would you like some tea, Mrs. Nesbitt?"

This is definitely not your average Shadow & Maria pic. *giggle*

Well she believes that I'd be better off without her... and she believes in me

Can't believe it took me a day to make a sprite comic.

One I'll definitely get toasted for, but eh. Mom gave me a lot of problems and woes and even screamed and heavily critisized me, even pushing me out into the backyard and told me not to come back when having one of those mania attacks. I hate it when she curses too. "Your dogs are fornicating on the couch!" It's... she never said stuff like that. It makes me uncomfortable. Though I may be a curser in my journal and such, I don't like cursing IRL. Even in my journal, just when I'm mad or amazed or something, stuff everyone knows already like the f-word as an adjective. Heck, even on both online and offline, I use mild stuff like "damn" and such. I can't stand sexual slurs. For a LOT of reasons. She apologizes later for being a jerk and saying nasty things about me, and I help her order pizza and help start my brother's bath.

Still hurts though. And it's been heavy on me from these moments alone. I feel like a jerk wishing Mom was still at the hospital. But really. Whenever she talks to me or tries to ask me or something, this sort of thing happens, or I just feel really upset and weighed down and awful. I'm SICK of being pulled into my family's drama.

( This is SUCH a Shadow Song. Lala, Lyrics Time! )

Better go to bed before it kills me. Again.