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shamanicshaymin) wrote2008-02-06 05:45 am
shamanicshaymin) wrote2008-02-06 05:45 am
Something is scratching its way out
Why is there this glut of "video game trauma" posts lately?
Don't mind me. It's one thing to be cynical, but it's worse when other people are too.
Last thing I want other than my drama is other people's drama.
I'm humongously stressed and I can't think straight.
Little things set me off and anger me. Especially shallow things.
I'm in that mood again where I see something fun or pleasant but don't do it because I think I don't deserve it; I see it as a sign of me getting indulgent and lazy. And when I DO do something I like doing, it's viewed as "work".
I may have wasted money on the wrong Windows program. lol (Haha, no return policy)
Here's to hoping the new day doesn't suck, but considering how shaky I am, I can expect another world of hurt.
Don't mind me. It's one thing to be cynical, but it's worse when other people are too.
Last thing I want other than my drama is other people's drama.
I'm humongously stressed and I can't think straight.
Little things set me off and anger me. Especially shallow things.
I'm in that mood again where I see something fun or pleasant but don't do it because I think I don't deserve it; I see it as a sign of me getting indulgent and lazy. And when I DO do something I like doing, it's viewed as "work".
I may have wasted money on the wrong Windows program. lol (Haha, no return policy)
Here's to hoping the new day doesn't suck, but considering how shaky I am, I can expect another world of hurt.