shamanicshaymin | (no subject)

I've been unhappy for months and months on end now. I'm starting to worry. All I ever do is feel worthless, feel like the biggest offense the planet's offered, and/or beat myself up. The most energetic I get is when I'm pissed off at something, and of course, that drains the fuck out of me.

Sure, I can see something I like such as Sonic that cheers me up for five minutes, but then I doubt I've ever reached full enthusiasm, then I'm back into being in this black hole again. It's all the same.